im really struggling right now
Happy MONDAY I hope you are doing your best and I love u
If you want to watch my entire bedroom renovation series I've made a playlist here:)​

  • morgans vlogs
    morgans vlogs

    I love you 🖤 even if you don’t feel loved remember that you are and life always works out for the best

    • Briana Lucero
      Briana Lucero

      Omg! 🙌🏼 I feel you. I’ve been dealing with a chronic undiagnosed health issues and it’s hard to stop comparing yourself to who you used to be/what you used to be able to do. Also, making friends is so hard! I’ll be your virtual friend! 🤗 but real talk. Don’t be afraid to tell a girl you love her purse or shoes and see where that conversation goes! I wish you the best. You seem like such a kind soul! ♥️🤟🏼

    • Kirstie Brown
      Kirstie Brown

      Girl!! The universe is screaming to you, LEAVE LA IT'S NOT FOR YOU! Youre a real girl living in a fake world... And unfortunately LA is filled with the fakest humans who will stand on anyone to get ahead.... Love and light to you girl, you got this!!! 💪💪💪

    • Elaine S
      Elaine S

      Morgan, move the hell out of California and close to your mom and family! You seem like you do not feel fulfilled in life and that alone time is torture. (this was me as well for years). It is not a crime to want a relationship and a family. Don't let our current society make you think that way! Go back home and stop torturing yourself! California ain it!!

    • Another Droid
      Another Droid

      Do you always feel this way? Know that PMS isn’t the only time hormones hit. There are different times throughout the month. And even when on estrogen is high, the good feelings can sometimes bring a mix of anxiety. In the second two weeks, the body processes sugar and caffeine differently, which can change moods too. Not to say it’s all hormones, but getting a good understanding of them can help add to your picture. Maybe Clue app or Daylio are good to track. You may find that similar perceptions happen during the month. With knowledge these variations can become superpowers. Lots of happy and love to you! 🌻

    • Sasha Gold
      Sasha Gold

      @Cat Feathers thank you so much. So happy to know they’re are such beautiful people still in the world 💓💓

  • Bree

    Hey love, you ever been tested by a professional that specializes in Adult ADD or ADHD? Just a thought, nobody come for me. Wishing you peace and prosperity. You got this.

  • Vicki Star
    Vicki Star 💕🆂🅴🆇 🅿️🆁🅸🆅🅰️🆃🅴 🅽🆄🅳🅴 💕👌 今後は気をライブ配信の再編ありがとうです!この日のライブ配信は、かならりやばかったですね!1万人を超える人が見ていたもん(笑)やっぱり人参最高!まさかのカメラ切り忘れでやら1かしたのもドキドキでした 🤩 在整個人類歷史上,強者,富人和具有狡猾特質的人捕食部落,氏族,城鎮,城市和鄉村中的弱者,無`'守和貧窮成%員。然而,人類的生存意願迫使那些被拒絕,被剝奪或摧毀的基本需求的人們找到了一種生活方式,並繼續將其DNA融入不斷發展的人類社會。! 說到食物,不要以為那些被拒絕的人只吃垃圾。相反,他們學會了在被忽視的肉類和蔬菜中尋找營養。他們學會了清潔,切塊,調味和慢燉慢燉的野菜和肉類,在食品市場上被忽略的部分家用蔬菜和肉類,並且學會了使用芳香的木煙 (如山核桃 💕

  • BrittanyMLanzo

    No! Those DC shoes are the comfiest thing ever made. I’m going to go order a pair now!

  • Kat Nicole
    Kat Nicole

    I'm like two weeks late to this but I just wanna say I felt this video so hard. I went through like a six month period when I felt exactly like this video. Just gotta remember that everyone's out here just trying our best. Love you Morgan, thank you for this.

  • Mood Ring
    Mood Ring

    Thank you for being so transparent. I, We, are NOT alone.

  • Tuka Bashir
    Tuka Bashir

    I hope you’re able to find your purpose in life and realize that God has you here for a reason. Jesus loves you Morgan, praying for you💓

  • Ashley Ferris
    Ashley Ferris

    Omg I went thru my jean pile while depressed last month and it was the worst thing ever. I just donated all of them and said I'll start over after quarantine.

  • Sunshiine

    I just love you so much! I cry with you, laugh with you, and feel so often as you do. Never forget how truly amazing and talented you are!! I dont have words to properly describe your bravery and selflessness, being as open and raw as you are. Just always know you are appreciated and so very loved by so many.

  • B T
    B T

    For me, when I started to become more and more aware of my mental health is when it got worse. Sometimes that introspection can really trigger horrible feelings. Once I went through that self-exploration, the novelty kind of wore off, and I was able to be more accepting and feel waaaay better.

  • a x
    a x

    I swear I love watching this ! It’s too funny! Since I go through it also. And I laugh in the end on how silly I was. Last week I was crying over dumbest shit.😅

  • Tiffany Young
    Tiffany Young

    A spiritually awakening is exactly what you are enduring.

  • Tiffany Young
    Tiffany Young

    Loving the red dress on you... without the jacket though.

  • Sophie Days
    Sophie Days

    I completely understand how you feel, what usually helps me is foraging and get fascinated with nature, I believe humans are not living the live they're supposed too, we need to connect with nature so we're not so depressed.

  • Alicia Huerta
    Alicia Huerta

    I am on the verge of a breakdown but instead of dealing with it I keep doing things. I don't have anyone to come to, so being busy is really the few coping mechanisms that I know. Watching your videos and I relate to so much, love your work.

  • becky keatley
    becky keatley

    Morgan just want to say I love watching your videos .You are naturally hilarious and and a genuinely decent person X

  • Meg M
    Meg M

    Most of the sunglasses she said no to looked rlly cute . But why do u have them if u don’t like them

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    festus ewere


  • Alex

    I know this feeling so much when I went through health issues and now with the way of the world it’s going on again (yuck) I get they whole random body parts hyper analyzing every sensation and feeing so disconnected and weird and empty thing, I try to journal and all this stuff and it feels very monotonous sometimes and non productive....I’m also very emotional I come off as like “care free” people think I’m just easy going but I’m also a “simp” I want hugged held and for others to just be careful with my heart. I also secretly want to be one of those girls that like does cheesy shit and doesn’t judge mysef for liking it I don’t understand it like I want to be that basic bitch that’s like happy to celebrate national pizza day or national dog day and whatever and be oblivious and enjoy it haha But I want to say thank you I’m also going to try getting around and doing things to help gain confidence or a sense of grounding myself within myself again, so thank you for motivating me and helping me not to feel so alone wish I could give you a hug but that would be weird so sending you a giant virtual one it will get better 🥰 we just have to ride the waves and see from the trough up at the crest and be more grateful in moments we aren’t in this weird place and more loving to ourselves when we are in the trough ❤️

  • googlypub

    did anyone else think every single pair of sunnies looked great on her?

  • jgirl 34
    jgirl 34

    At least u know what ur issues are and own them, that's half the battle! Sending good vibes! ❤

  • Amber Nicole
    Amber Nicole

    The whole video be like a roller coaster

  • I Kalos
    I Kalos

    I love your vibe and you're special. ❤️

  • Commentator541

    Last time you were struggling during vlogmas guuurl

  • Mr. Ting
    Mr. Ting

    It is painful to finish the whole video. I feel overwhelmed watching Morgan going through all these emotions. This video just too heavy and too depressed to watch.

  • Elizabeth Beam
    Elizabeth Beam

    I'm in the "maybe I'm not alone" group💜

  • overthinking art
    overthinking art

    Honestly I hope you’re ok and I’m sorry you have to go through this but honestly I have never had someone describe the way I feel any better than you and actually it made be feel a lot better . Thank you xx

  • Kirstie Brown
    Kirstie Brown

    Girl!! The universe is screaming to you, LEAVE LA IT'S NOT FOR YOU! Youre a real girl living in a fake world... And unfortunately LA is filled with the fakest humans who will stand on anyone to get ahead.... Love and light to you girl, you got this!!! 💪💪💪

  • Kaitlinskarma

    Sending love, Morgan. I relate so strongly to this, and it’s so scary when it doesn’t get better after a few days. I moved from LA to CO a few months ago and I’m really enjoying the different vibe here. Definitely feel like we would be friends. You’ve got this! :)

  • Jolisa Zuanich
    Jolisa Zuanich

    YOU ARE the MOST GOREGOUS person to EVER LIVE!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

  • genevieve

    morgan please make a vid w Sarah basks I feel like you guys would have so much fun and really connect

  • Lindsey Cabales
    Lindsey Cabales

    i truly believe the only reason morgan is still in LA is because of ryland.. whether people think he's mean to her or not.. he cares about her & she cares about him. morgan has had so much growth within the past few years. i think she's going to realize soon is she belongs in colorado. she was glowing & thriving & you could see how happy she was being with her parents & grandma! morgan girl you got this!

  • Sophie Lafond
    Sophie Lafond

    I moved to California from Australia to be with my husband and Its been rough to make new friends, being 30 years old during a pandemic. I miss my family and old friends back in Australia. Its not easy moving to another state away from everything you knew, how do you even make genuine friends anymore? You are an amazing person Morgan and just know you aren't alone. Just keep being you mate.

  • just me
    just me

    I love to watch Morgan because she's one of the most beautiful people I've ever seen.

  • India kay
    India kay

    You need a kid like it'll be hard at first but my boys are my everything! I'm never alone they are there always ready to do anything from sleeping to the park n the laundry or sit in the bathroom with me while I cry they are so funny!!

  • Trash man
    Trash man

    We are crazy together !

  • Kat May
    Kat May

    Are you still friends with Trinity?

  • Marcus D
    Marcus D

    I ... main dishepitpop is r u fishypoot

  • Morganne Williams
    Morganne Williams

    Girl ur not stupid. Ur a beautiful soul and brave for talking about ur mental health. Everything will be ok. Much love from TN

  • Douglas Moore
    Douglas Moore

    Gurl, I want to be your friend. Seeing you feel so alone really resonates with me.

  • Urissee Gatdula
    Urissee Gatdula

    I personally think Morgan should move back to Colorado or anywhere not LA. I feel like being in California takes such a toll on people 😕 (I live in CA and was from IL) so I think I can relate to what Morgan might feel when you go back and forth to two different atmospheres. CA is so chaotic and so fast paced and so overwhelming. While Midwest or like just anywhere thats not so populated and so chaotic is so calm and you can take your time and you arent pressured or overwhelmed with that 'image' you have to keep up. Morgan seems so much more energetic and happy and carefree when she's around her family in Denver. Idk... as someone who's lived in California since I was in 6th grade (now 20) I fully know this is not the kind of state I want to live in. Planning on moving to WA because I felt so much more me there.

  • Lindsay Wade
    Lindsay Wade


  • Macy Lee
    Macy Lee

    Not trying to be the religious nut or anything (also not trying to assume your belief or anything) but for me personally I always feel that pit in my stomach that I’m just not living to the fullest. Honestly without my relationship with God I would fully crumble. I’m not saying that this is the only way, but a lot of times when I feel like everything is wrong I just sit alone in my room, lights off, and just talk to God in the silence. It’s so relieving and I feel like he is listening and just holding my hand through it all. If you don’t believe in any of that I totally understand, but I hope that if you are open to that then it might help ❤️

  • rikke strikke
    rikke strikke

    you are amazing morgan, i feel you!

  • Coco Sanchez
    Coco Sanchez

    Omg the soul cycle story we are all bottom feeders 🤪

  • Wanderlust Rachel
    Wanderlust Rachel

    At 6:30 was that your cats paw behind your head by the nightstand? LOL

  • Meghan Freeman
    Meghan Freeman

    Thank you so much for this video. I have felt this way so many times it makes me feel no one is in the same boat or that no one will truly understand how you’re feel. You’re a strong confident woman and I love you!!

  • Salem

    I literally started crying once she started crying while saying it’s okay. I can’t express how much I relate to this video. So glad you posted this ❤️

  • Corinthia Kessler
    Corinthia Kessler

    Damn it, Morgan made me realize I’m a simp friend too! I’ve lost four friends this year and each has killed me mentally more than any breakup has and it’s absolutely terrible. It’s such a frustrating and upsetting trait to be.

  • Alessia Croft
    Alessia Croft

    Morgan, MOVE FROM LA, we can see it’s not good for you and you are not that kind of thing person, your too good and honest for LA

  • Lexi Hernandez
    Lexi Hernandez

    If you come back to Colorado I’ll be your friend lol I have no friends either

  • Ems

    I didn't want to watch this video when it first came out cause I thought it would just make me more sad. But it did the opposite! It made me feel less alone in what I'm feeling. Thank you!

  • Auntie PanPan
    Auntie PanPan

    The Universe is trying to tell you something! This 50 yr. old Orange County auntie loves ya! Zenhugz.

  • Sunny

    I felt this on such a fundamental level

  • Stacey Janeway
    Stacey Janeway

    And see when you go through this you don't think anyone really gets it but I get it. I have been going through this since 2/22 and im turning 40 Saturday and I don't really know if thats it but I had to take off work because I just can't right now. I went to the dr and its not helping and im trying so hard and I have been alone for 8 years and I just don't know what to say. But thank you for sharing with ne that im not alone.

  • Stacey Janeway
    Stacey Janeway

    I cried too because I feel this way. I love you Morgan

  • Stacey Janeway
    Stacey Janeway

    Morgan, I have been going through this since 2/22 idk why but I just can't get out of it. Idk what to do. But it helps to know I'm not alone 🖤🖤🖤

  • Angel Schulze
    Angel Schulze

    Girl listen to “just like you” by nf. It helped me a lot and I think it could help you too!! ❤️

  • Lexi Hernandez
    Lexi Hernandez

    lol can i have the ones T 13:09 PLLLLLLEEEEEAAASSSEEEE

  • Erin Krening
    Erin Krening

    That soul cycle instructor has TOXIC energy. Maybe SHE'S THE BOTTOMFEEDER for being condescending/judgemental turd.

  • Aurora Tomchak
    Aurora Tomchak

    I’m going through the same thing man ): thank you for being vulnerable for us. This helped me a lot today 🥺❤️

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  • Ur moms toast nuggets
    Ur moms toast nuggets

    Ok I’m sorry really off topic but WHERE DID U GET UR CREWNECK

  • Ur moms toast nuggets
    Ur moms toast nuggets

    Crying with a pile of clothes behind u.. mood

  • Erin Taylor
    Erin Taylor

    Thank you for showing us the raw emotions! So relatable! I've been there before.. sorry if I'm beating a dead horse, but have you looked into counseling/therapy? CBT can help you understand your emotions and change your mindset when you feel stuck. Just thinking of you and want you to feel your best!💕

  • Ellie Taylor
    Ellie Taylor

    Morgan you are so strong and brave to share all of your struggles with your mental health and I think you are doing a brilliant thing by helping to make people feel less alone xxx

  • Julia W
    Julia W

    “We simply have no other option than to figure it out, so here I am figuring it out. I hope you’re figuring it out, too.” As someone whose life has been completely flipped upside down in the last year, this is so real. Here’s to everyone struggling and figuring it out rn 💓

  • Viviene Coello
    Viviene Coello

    I loved your fashion show! I wanna see more of that!

  • Viviene Coello
    Viviene Coello

    I foresee Morgan getting into Yale, moving, and getting into great things! I love you Morgan! 🥰

  • Georgia

    Aw this made me cry😢 I'm sorry you're going through this it sucks. Thank you for being so honest and showing the not so "seen" side of mental health. I feel like I'm in a similar place to you and it helps me feel less alone watching a video that I can deeply relate to. Good luck on your journey x

  • JennaBinx

    We love you Morgan. Stay strong girl!❤💜❤💜❤💜

  • This is not the Droid your looking for
    This is not the Droid your looking for

    Are you still friends with Trinity?

  • Lacey Minogue
    Lacey Minogue

    You seem like such a genuine, caring person. Im happy to hear you are doing better compared to before. Hang in there. You are beautiful and deserve nothing but all the happiness :)

  • This is not the Droid your looking for
    This is not the Droid your looking for

    You need to move to Colorado!!! Your mental health needs it!

  • Kaitlan

    Why do you live alone if you don’t like living alone? Why not find roommates?

  • Claire Taylor
    Claire Taylor

    Morgan you are so strong. You are such a beautiful person, and you radiate so much positivity in this world, you're too good for LA

  • Jenna P
    Jenna P

    Okay but is your color

  • Lina Kos
    Lina Kos

    Dear Morgan! You are the most relatable person on this platform. Thank you for helping me relate to you on a personal level. I too had that horrible day on sunday where after that i fell ill with the flu bc i just wasn’t taking care of myself bc of stress, struggling with my too low of a weight to fill out any jean and i just wanna say.. i know it might be hard for you but yt is a big enough platform that you don’t need ig. I deleted it last year march and it really helped with me not comparing myself to anyone but embrace myself as crazy as i am and people tend to vibrate more to me. I made so many new friends and acquaintances that when i have those good days and i find the right outfit i light up places and then universe is just like look at her go. I know you can find your happiness and it’s just around the corner. Just find a way to see yourself as all of our friends because i bet that every girl and boy relating to this.. we could have a smores camping night in cabins and have a lit sleepover and just be human for a moment. So if you’re reading this ever, know that you are loved, supported and cherished. Even when you feel like you’re not. And remember kids, you’re 20% more attractive than you think you are! ❤️

  • Frida Genberg
    Frida Genberg

    I LOVE how real you are ❤️ You are amazing, hope you feel better ❤️ My friends left me because I have big dreams and I moved 1 hour car ride away with my (first ever) boyfriend and all of them are single. I just felt like if they can't be happy for me and supportive, I'd rather have no friends. Yeah it's sooo hard making new friends especially in a new city where you don't know anyone but you should never have friends that are not supportice and happy for you. ❤️

  • Breanna Jordan
    Breanna Jordan

    I love you ❤️

  • smile011

    What you're going through is very familiar to me as well and many people go through. This is a void in our lives only God alone can fill. I recommend you to read a book "The Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren. Blessings and be safe!

  • Krissy Enchanted
    Krissy Enchanted

    Thank you for making this video, it helps me so much because I am going through something very similar

  • hazki

    Girl stop apologizing for being human! This is the 1st video I've ever watched from you and I've subscribed Because you're so relatable! I really hope it gets better for you!

  • K Jayanth
    K Jayanth

    Nice video keep it up make more related videos

  • Trevor N
    Trevor N

    I love you so much Morgan. I wish I was a close friend aghhhhh you deserve to be happy! You have such a loving family, and friends you need look at that more. We ALL love you girly, why you think we always come back and to continue supporting you. ALSO YOU HOT AFFFF BBIITTTCCCCHHHHHHHH LOVE YAAAAAA SIS ❣️🥰

  • Vanessa V
    Vanessa V

    Morgan dear. You’re depressed. You need to find yourself a good doctor and the right meds. 🥺💕💜🧡

  • Vanessa V
    Vanessa V

    Ahhh you Said no to the sunglasses that really suited you 😶

  • Vanessa V
    Vanessa V

    Morgan you don’t have to give away stuff to gain happiness. I really Wanna give you a covid Safe hug Right now 🥺

  • Vanessa V
    Vanessa V

    Morgan you could actually step up your therapy game - go 2-3 times a week. As in depth therapy. Maybe moving in with someone else would be good for you too. 🙏 you got this!! And honestly even if you don’t - that’s ok. You don’t have to be fine. You can feel all the feels and still be a great person. You’re actually growing right now - your soul - your self awareness - you re all growing. This is your path to becoming you. The real you. And I’m grateful you’re being so open and vulnerable about it. 💜

  • Blue

    I think holding on to things good or bad is normal. I think a lot of people are going through it right now. Some days I turn in the worst version of my school work ever and some other days I act out and stay in bed and end up calling myself a garbage human. I have no clue what’s happening lol, I’m just here.

  • Eszra Falcontail
    Eszra Falcontail

    I get it and I feel for her but.....when people replace the word GOD with the word "universe" 🙄. The universe was created by a consciousness...this was God. Some people just get to manipulated by all this new age "the secret" stuff that doesnt have room for mistakes, pain or any form of negative outburst which is just human. We are loved anyway and we get a new chance every second of the day. Also: get out of LA

  • Diana Marlene Lemus Figueroa
    Diana Marlene Lemus Figueroa

    I swear you are so freaking beautiful like I can g even and I feel every single word you said it gets very hard at times and it's true you never know what someone else is carrying but you also have to prioritize YOU it's hard but not impossible my lovely ❤️

  • Saud Alsanad
    Saud Alsanad

    I freakin love u

  • my REAL big family
    my REAL big family

    No actually you put those on and you get like 12 points hotter js

  • Katie Altieri
    Katie Altieri

    I absolutely love how vulnerable you get and you don't show the "perfect life" You are so real! I hate that you have to deal with mental health struggles but you are so inspiring and make me feel better when I'm going through similar issues

  • NS

    girl I relate to this so much. depression is so hard.

  • Madeleine Kokiri
    Madeleine Kokiri

    I have some advice that honestly has helped me learn to love myself.. when I never did before. Whenever you catch yourself making even the tiniest self deprecating comment, say out loud "No. I am not ___." Maybe replace it with something like "I'm just being silly. I'm having an off day. & It's okay." Even if you don't believe it at that moment, rewiring what you say out loud about yourself to be more positive (or even just less critical) truly helps, even if it takes a long time. It's OK. One step at a time. 💕 I'm here for you, I love all of your work. Thank you for being you.

  • Madeleine Kokiri
    Madeleine Kokiri

    Hello angel. 💕 I just want to say that I am going through the same painful transition, && I promise it gets better.. I am just holding out for a few more months, I know things will change.. I am proud of you, you are not alone. 🌹 Thank you for helping me feel less misunderstood, too. Much love. 💜

  • KristaLee Raffaelli
    KristaLee Raffaelli

    Maybe you should write a book!

  • KristaLee Raffaelli
    KristaLee Raffaelli

    I wanna be your friend!

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